Funky Buttons Freebie

Here is another freebie for you. I wish I had made them bigger ahahha. If you wish to share please send them here to download. These are for personal use only.
Hugs RaeRae

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Another Freebie

Ok another freebie, I won't do this much all the time lol, but I'm having fun with it. Who knows how often I will post one. Feel free to share the link to my blog with whoever but please send them here to download.

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2 freebies

Hi everyone I'm back. and as I said I have a couple scrap freebies for you. But first how do u like my scrap pixel tag? I thought it would be awesome to have a scrap pixel set.
Ok I wont keep you lol, I'll get to the Freebies. Please read the terms of use in the zip file. Nothing I post will ever be for commercial use as I use commercial use items myself. I just do this for fun. These are scrap size just greatly resized lol. As I said I just starting out I even forgot to save the preview when I uploaded the zips hahhaa. You can save them from here is you want.

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Ugh wisdom?

Ugh October is supposed to be my fav month but this yr was about the worst ever. Around the fourth I got a head cold, which lead to all 4 of my wisdom teeth aching for the whole rest of the month. I thought I would die seriously. I'd rather have had a kid everyday of that month than toothaches lol. So I finally go in and the dentist tells me they will need to be surgically cut out. OMG for real took me all month to come here and now I hear this? God help me!!!! {he did I'll get to that lol}. So they refer me to the oral surgeon. I go in to the consult, and they tell me my roots are curved way to near my nerves so yes they will all have to be cut out. FREAKING out hear WHO IS NOT scared of having their TEETH CUT OUT? lol. I'm scared of just he word dentist. Now dentist surgery and cut all in the same sentence. I say well can I hear put to sleep in the next sentence PLEASE?????? He laughed and yes oh yes for sure if thats the way you want to go. I say well uh yeah is there really any other way to go? Not for this chica there is not lol. So I say lets go for it, he says how many I say Lord man arent u listening to me? ALL OF THEM!!! You think i want to come back in a couple month to hear it all again NO THANKS!!!! So he says well its going to be a total of 1700 all together 200 due today and the other 1500 at the time of surgery. I gulp and say Umm ok. So now my mind is racing and I think wth? How am I gonna come up with that quick so i don't just cut my own head off?
Well, THIS is the reason {besides my members} I even have an inkling of interest in staying with the pixel community. I write my fav groups and tell them about my plight and I tell them I am going to be having different auctions and what not for my graphics to raise money. Some of them GAVE ME SENT me money for nothing. Well not for nothing lol, but to help a friend in need. I LOVE THEM i really do. They single handedly helped change my life. Really yes to me its a life changing experience lol. TY TY TY TY TY TY TY again so much ladies for that help. Even ones who weren't able to help with money helped with just the kindness and support their words offered, I appreciate that too ALOT. I really have met some GREAT people in the 2 1/2 yrs I have been in the community. It's not all bad we usually just tend to rant when it is lol.
So here is where the THANK GOD {yes God really} comes in. Clay hated seeing me in the pain and laying on the couch crying for a solid month. I hated him seeing it. So the Sunday after my oral consult appt comes and I cant stand the pain I am screaming and crying and hes so miserable not knowing what to do so I say GO TO WORK just go PLEASE. I never let him work on Sunday ever. Well that day he had a guy come down to the car lot and he bought a truck and we made 1200 off it. GOD at work I a telling u it really was lol. So there we had the money and I made the appt the next day and was able to go in the next day TUE for my appt. GOT MY TEETH CUT OUT BABY!!!!! LOL!!!! TY GOD really TY TY TY TY TY!!!!!!
Now today its been a week since then. I still feel pretty bad on some days, and not so bad on others. it still hurts alot but not nearly as bad as the toothaches themselves. Not to mention the nausua from all the meds i am taking just to keep the pain at bay. Now I worry what they are doing to my body lol. I just lay down when it gets bad. And think to myself well they are gone now all you have to do is heal lol.
I am thinking I may start to offer freebies of scraps here on my blog again. I miss doing them lol. Pixels take up so much of my time I'm not sure how often they will come but they will lol.
I think this is the longest ramble i have ever put online lol. So i am going to close for now, and go back to coloring these bears for my members, You all have a great day.
Hugs RaeRae

BLAH!!!!!

Ugh today... has been tiring already. I really get sick of the bullsh** online its very irritating to me. Why cant people just let other people be? Stop being jealous. What is jealously? To me its when u wish u were like that person, and most of the time means ur just to damn lazy to be!!! Not even to be like THAT person but to be the person you want to be. If you dont like who YOU are then ONLY YOU can fix it. You dont like who I am then stay the he** away from me. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. I KNOW I'm not better than any other single person in this world, don't claim to be never acted like it. Its your own mind that makes u think that way. Not that I care but I want u to know I know what u are saying.

If you see someone say something u don't like it or take offense its prolly cuz YOU feel GUILTY, or because you know u are that way. whatever who cares CHANGE IT!!!!!!

I am the type of person that goes with the flow usually just to avoid the drama and upset. MOST OF THE TIME. When I get really upset or just feel passionate about something then you will know it, and anyone around will know it. But if i can manage to just go with the flow I do. Why cant more people? Why do some just thrive on the drama? Why cant they live without it in their lives? Do they make medication for that? Maybe some yoga? Who knows whatever but shut up and leave me out of it.

Yup this is just a ramble I actually came here to talk about something else but all this came out instead lol. Maybe later I will remember.
Have a great day/night
Hugs RaeRae